晚安

SHH....
當我所在的半個地球處於黑夜寧靜的時候,
我總愛戴上耳機, 聽聽想聽的歌, 看看想看的文章,
寫寫想說的感言, 說說想給自己的話...
然後等覺得睏的時候, 才捨得把電腦和自己設製到休息的狀態.
讓這半個地球少一個獨自醒著的人..

心情

不懂怎么搞得，此时此刻的心情，
有点悲， 有点伤，有点痛，
感觉想哭，
可是却找不到原因，
找不到理由，
到底怎么了??
心情... 你怎么了，
是什么事让你心烦了呢？？
可以告诉我小胖啊，我可以和你分析解答然后分享啊.. =)
sharing is caring Bro..

感触

有些事情说明白讲清楚，
其实那种感觉可能比自己一个人在那里胡思乱想来得简单而轻松。
好久没update了呢。。
总是一个人不懂在那里忙什么，
两个星期前的星期六，鼓起超大的勇气， 说了一直很想说的一句话，
而说明白了一些事情。。
但是我反而轻松了， 总觉得两人的话题也没那么尴尬，比之前轻松许多。。
Like。。 ：D
这一个月就这样地过去了。。
就真的一眨眼，一瞬间。。 都不懂自己在做些什么。。 或者说，
都不懂自己到底做了些什么.. :D...
一个星期前刚sign了fitness 1st的会员，又一次。。。
这次我要成功。。 给家人，给自己，给朋友，给未来。。
新的我来了...

=)=

喜歡是一種感覺,
喜歡一個人也喜歡她的一切,
包括喜歡她的缺點..
但是如果喜歡一個人,
卻為你帶來傷心,
那就不要繼續喜歡她了
別讓喜歡變成了愛.

每每晚上夜深人靜的時候,
我總喜歡戴上我那大大的耳機,
像與世界隔絕, 聽著手機裡一首首歌曲
是不是我本身比較悲觀?
聽著聽著發現我手機裡的歌, 大多數是一些比較悲傷的歌.
然而也跟著音樂的旋律, 我的心情也一點一點的掉落.
然而也很奇怪的, 我隔天並沒有換掉或加些比較輕快的歌進去.
常常微笑的後面是不為人知的哭泣.

Love & Hate
爱与恨通常只有一线之差而以
有人因爱成恨，
也有人因恨成爱
但后者出现的机率往往会比前者来得少
双子座的我，
人人都说双子座是一个很花心的星座，
但是我不那么觉得
因为我不觉得我自己花心，
我只是知道双子座的人嘴巴很厉害，
见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话
异性缘超好，
可能因为这样的关系，
很多人都会觉得我很花心，
缺乏安全感。
是这样的吗？？
如果对不认识的女生我是不会主动去找人家聊天的
所以有时给外人有点跩的印象

哭笑不得

=)
yesterday went redbox garden sing k..
as usual.. sing sing, game game, drink drink...
i never realize i drink soo much...
then fetch susan back kajang.. after drop her d..
i driving alone back to klang from kajang.. :D..
hehehe.. then dont know wad had happen to me.. i get my way lost back to klang.. =.=
and i dont know where the hell is me that time...
then i call up susan and ask her keep talking to me and dont let me fall a sleep...
thank you susan.. =)..
i really dont know i am actually crying or laughing that time.. hehehe...
crying while driving in the car.. hehe...
just to release my stress from time to time...
Lucky i have get home safe... =).. i know i slept during driving is not safe..
i willl never drink that much again if i know i gonna drive...
sry to my fren who care about u and sry to u 2.. =)...

Since the last time Till Now

16/6 Birthday Dinner
ntg speacial actually.. just have a dinner at sunway pyramid at ole ole bali..
then after that went republic for some drink..
the next day went dinner with another gang of fren at one u chilis.. =)
my fav restaurent. as usual will have a mushroom soup in front of me.
then
18/6 phuture night
feel soo happy cos i get to c her after soo long.. =)...
mayb she just feel normal for that...
i have a Great Night.. =)...
was about to tell her smt that day de.. but doesnt have the chances...
so will try my luck next time...
hope she understand me la...
is not i not care about her. is i already scared i will make her angry and we argue again...
发现有只啄木鸟住在我心里... 那只啄木鸟会不会是你呢??
then 2day very de bad mood.. cos of kena ffk.. in the very last minit..

Never lie to a ppl who always trusted u, and dont trush a ppl who always lie to u... NEVER... =)

柏拉圖&蘇格拉底(愛情.婚姻.外遇.生活)

愛情
柏拉圖有一天問老師蘇格拉底什麼是 愛情 ？
蘇格拉底叫他到麥田走一次，要不回頭地走，
在途中要摘一棵最大最好的麥穗，但只可以摘一次。
柏拉圖覺得很容易，充滿信心地出去，
誰知過了半天他仍沒有回去。
最後，他垂頭喪氣出現在老師面前訴說空手而回的原因：
" 很難得看見一株看似不錯的，卻不知是不是最好，
不得已，因為只可以摘一次，只好放棄，再看看有沒有更好的，
到發現已經走到盡頭時，才發覺手上一棵麥穗也沒有。
" 這時，蘇格拉底告訴他： "
那就是愛情"

婚姻
柏拉圖有一天又問老師蘇格拉底什麼是 婚姻 ？
蘇格拉底叫他到彬樹林走一次，要不回頭地走，
在途中要取一棵最好、最適合用來當聖誕樹用的樹材，
但只可以取一次。
柏拉圖有了上回的教訓，充滿信心地出去，半天之後，
他一身疲憊地拖了一棵看起來直挺、翠綠，卻有點稀疏的杉樹。
蘇格拉底問他：" 這就是最好的樹材嗎？ "
柏拉圖回答老師： " 因為只可以取一棵，好不容易看見一棵看似不錯的，
又發現時間、體力已經快不夠用了，
也不管是不是最好的，所以就拿回來了。
" 這時，蘇格拉底告訴他："
那就是婚姻 "

外遇
柏拉圖又有一天又問老師蘇格拉底什麼是 外遇 ？
蘇格拉底還是叫他到樹林走一次，可以來回走，
在途中要取一支最好看的花。
柏拉圖又充滿信心地出去，兩個小時之後，
他精神抖擻地帶回了一支顏色豔麗但稍稍焉掉的花。
蘇格拉底問他：" 這就是最好的花嗎？"
柏拉圖回答老師：
" 我找了兩小時，發覺這是最盛開最美麗的花，
但我採下帶回來的路上，它就逐漸枯萎下來 "
這時，蘇格拉底告訴他：" 這就是外遇 "

生活
又有一天又問老師蘇格拉底什麼是 生活？
蘇格拉底還是叫他到樹林走一次，可以來回走，
在途中要取一支最好看的花。
柏拉圖有了以前的教訓，又充滿信心地出去，
過了三天三夜，他也沒有回來。
蘇格拉底只好走進樹林裡去找他，
最後發現柏拉圖已在樹林裡露營紮寨。
蘇格拉底問他：" 你找著最好看的花麼？"
柏拉圖指著邊上的一朵花說：" 這就是最好看的花嗎。"
蘇格拉底問： " 為什麼不把它帶出去呢？"
柏拉圖回答老師：我如果把它摘下來，它馬上就枯萎。
即使我不摘它，它也遲早會枯。
所以我趁它還盛開的時候，住在它邊上。
等它凋謝的時候，再找下一朵。
這已經是我找著的第二朵最好看的花。"
這時，蘇格拉底告訴他： " 你已經懂得生活的真諦了"

之前就聽說有個人在fb上倒數然後自殺的消息...
昨晚喝茶的時候朋友就和我提起這個消息...
然後今天才去看了一下別人貼的po...
能怪誰呢??
兩個人在一起,
日子久了會覺得不適合而分開..
如果合得來的話就繼續走下去..
分手後雙方都不能怪對方,
因為當他和你在一起的時候,
他是真心愛你的..
當分手後就不同說法了...
但是如果因為失戀而跑去自殺... 覺得有點傻...
自殺是需要很大的決心...
更何況他在面子書上倒數..
如果他肯用這股勇氣, 這一份決心,
去做某些事情.. 應該會很出色..
RIP Alviss Kong

Link to Other Alviss News:
http://rubysiew.pixnet.net/blog/post/37350219
http://chenhui29.pixnet.net/blog/post/23063383

最近

突然好想你, 你會在哪裡... :)
最近心情都不錯.. 除了一件事..
就是和朋友吵架了...
應該是我的錯... 是我太愛吃醋了... :P
對不起.. 如果你看見的話...
但是都太遲了...
2day is wedday, and is PH~~~
Hari Raya Haji... hehehe
was ajak ing my fren out since monday
but most of them are busy... and this morning text sing jia
then she will have lunch with her daddy and will b free after that
so we went to watch the movie that i wanna watch for soo long d..
Life as we know it... Nice movie... funny and touch...
then went to makan steamboat as sing jia request... forget the name d,...
at OUG.. name Harboard.. or Har smt de... hehhe... the 2rd tiem i went there..
the food there is still yummmy... :D

Let u Know Later...

my fren who know me well...
they will know that i dont like last minit plan de..
cos i dont like doing thing in a rush time...
week ago do have a fren i name her here as "N"..
she just back from study at oversea...
saying on fb soo nicer that when down to kl wanna go out 2gather..
and she told me she will b free anytime... ANYTIME...
so i try my best to arrange my time...
cos i having my account cls from monday till sat...
even skip my cls just wanna have meal with her..
cos it really been a long time never c each other d..
then i was soo ahppy and ask her out for the 1st time...
she told me.. oo.. that good.. erm... but i cant make it.. cos i need to have dinner with my cousin...
ok.. fine~~
then 2rd time i ask again.. let go out on thurday(forget which Thurday D) then she like got smt to do... remember... as i say b4... i got cls from mon till fri de...
then she tell me she friday ok... then i was good... then she suddenly come out that she will b at bangsar?? so.. what the point u tell me u are free and then come out with a word that you are at bangsar...??
after that she have a small trip will go ipoh... then back on monday.. say everything arrange after she have back.., then fine.. nvm...
then the last time i call her... last week... depavali holiday... then at 1st she say.. o... movie and dinner... sound nice the plan... ok ah... shoudnt b a problem.. after a while.. she text me and ask... do i mind to have dinner with her cousin also?? so i call back and ask... o... cant make it la... it PUBLIC holiday... so gonna celebrate with cousin.. ARE U INDIAN?? then she say sat ok... sat she will b free.. k... plan everything... b4 hangup de hp.. i ask.. do u sure sat u can make it...
she told me that she not sure.. cos she got lot of thing wanna do and cant promise me... i will let u know later... wtf.. then wtf u told me u can do it on sat... O... then u just have fun on ur kl trip ya... enjoy... c u when THERE IS ANY CHANCE.. thank you.. :)
so,... u let u know later... and i do believe... how u treat ppl now.. will come back to u de..

My Oct

多事之秋....
10月是秋嗎??
那我姑且當他是秋吧.... = )
請原諒我的固執, 任性, 孤僻, 種種的種種...
在過去的一個月裡, 好像發生了很多事情...
說真的... 十月裡..
我出了一次車禍,
然後爆胎,
倒退時撞到東西,
差點給人撞,
差點撞到人,
Bumper差點又要換多一次,
還有什麼呢??? 我也不懂... 算了...一切都過了...
今天是十一月一號...
是嶄新的一個月... 希望我的好運都回來吧... ^~^...

There is soo many think/thing happen in the oct..
emo de emo...
happy de happy...
but here i am now... will try to spend my life happy every single moment... ^~^
29/10...
i woke up early morning at 5am... not for smt... just because of a dream,
it just a dream...
and i <3>
cos after when i woke up at 5am...
i found out i really miss her a lot...
and i cant go back to sleep after 30min...
and i been emo ing for that 30min... thinking bout her... =)..
hope she doing good and fine there... ^~^...

我落淚, 情緒零碎

我落淚, 情緒零碎...

早上10am..

聽著周董的歌...

心情莫名的被某種東西揪了一下,

到底是什麼東西呢??

我自己也不大清楚...

就像一顆蛋糕給人家用手指碰了一下...

就再也不會是一顆完美的蛋糕了..

因為他的某處已經有一個地方凹了下去...

而我的心情也是那樣...

有了一個不能彌補的缺口

我希望我把我的歡樂帶給我身邊的朋友..

但是當他們在歡樂的時候..

誰又懂我在內心裡的寂寞..

雙子座的我... 又有那些特性...

=)

最近..

recently de me...
erm... kind of bad luck...
2week ago went sing k with leng celebrate her birthday...
9.10.10 countDOWN~~~~ 10.10.10 Leng... happy birthday.. hehehe
then.. after all done d... all balik rumah~~ i send my fren back to her place...
mana tahu... i saw an accident at PJ area... then.. very LUCKY de.. my tyre kena the glass... + my tyre is very de nipis d.. so... that mean... my tyre RASAK at middle of the road at puchong area... so... have to choice force to stop by roadside and change tyre.. and very lucky de.. i got spare tyre buy no TOOL can change it... nice... so c any ppl can help us or not.. got 1 ppl very de kind... help us change the tyre.. but fail... then my fren's fren come over wanna help also... but i guess can not... so i call my jie fu.. ask him come all the way from klang to bring the tool to me and we change 2gather... repair rim and change new tyre.. cost me RM900... the end...

Then.. another thing happen last sat also...
who live at klang should know.. kesas highway always got 1 part they never on the light de... then when i on my way home from celebrate fren birthday... cos the road is kind of dark... i never get to c a broken tyre at middle of the road.. i was driving 120 at the middle lane.. cos it night d.. so i though middle lane will b safe... but.. mana tahu.. when i c the tyre infront of me.. i am 2 late to change lane.. so.. i langga it... and.. my pumper rosak AGAIN... only yesterday i go change the pumper.. it cost me rm400 to repair.. and haven paint the color yeat..

Recently de me... erm.. mood so so.. some time not feeling good.. but cos of many reason.. i cant written down here.. cos it public.. i got wrote a few new post.. but it cant b lock so i never post it out... :P... hope my luck will b good soon...

明明大月掛夜空... 想她牽她思念她... 她笑她哭我常伴... 只惜兩人在遠方... ♥... ^~^...

距離

剛剛和朋友聊天的時候
聊到了距離是不是一個問題的話題..
最近常聽說朋友因為距離的問題而分手...
也常常聽人家和我說, 其實距離不是一個問題...
兩個人相愛是可以解決任何事情的...
但是當分隔兩地的兩個人,
不能適時的給予對方關懷,加油打氣的話..
而剛好傷心的那方身邊又出現的一個不錯的異性..
給予適當的加油打氣, 關懷關心..
會不會比手機上面顯示的那幾個白底黑字更有效率呢??
我並沒有說全部都是那樣的..
當中也可能有好的例子...
當你找到一個願意等你/妳回來的異性..
那我覺得你應該好好的把握..
因為他/她可能不受影響默默的付出等待著你的回報..

甚麼意思呢??

Emo

Wad had happen to me??
wad is i waiting for??
for smt that wont b happen??
guess i shoulnt have care soo much??
But i hate that feeling keep coming out..
At this silent moment who will b awake for me??
At this midnite hour who should i text or call to??
Who should i complain tearfully with??
have no idea... the song of canon in d listen in this moment feel sad...
should have turn down the volume early..
wad time gonna fall a sleep again??
erm?? 4?? 5??
WHOS care... ^~^... as long as i feel happen then can d la... ^~^

Ello my fren... ^~^
there is nth speacial this few week except ting khai wedding...
just normal weekend..
went movie(resident Evil) with fren.
no comment.. not soo nice.. hahhaha...
ting khai wedding..
at 1st i plan to b king kong de..

but end up never wear.. cant button at the back..
the size 2 small d... got a big big lubang..
so i cant teman alex lo... :P

sry lo.. hehehe...
the new time table got part time cls have come out..
really busy... study everyday except sunday...

一哭,二闹,三上吊??

一哭,二闹,三上吊???
還是一哭,二闹,去睡觉….
哈哈哈…
其实很多东西, 知道的不一定好…
好的东西你不一定看得到…
眼前看到的不一定是真的,
但是事情的真相往往都是我们大家所看不到的…
所以我在想以前人家常用的一哭,二闹,三上吊是不是应该要换了呢?
换去一哭,二闹, 三睡觉…
哭了, 闹了… 是不是应该给彼此一点时间去消化..
双方冷静的想清楚然后再继续讨论出解决的方法呢??
因为在吵架的当儿…
双方都会因为火遮眼而乱数落对方的不是,
而把本来小事一憧的事情闹大了..
彼此都下不了台的难看场面…
那何不休息一会, 想清楚然后在和平的解决问题来的好呢??